I can't believe I haven't posted in such a long time. I am journal lazy I guess. A lot has happened since I last posted. My husband started a new job. Pay is better. My daughter graduated from Head Start. I went on a youth trip to Six Flags. It rocked. One of my old drama memebers came along. She's married now and out of church, but she came along. I miss her so! It was great to get to spend time with her. One the way to Six Flags, we had to drive right past Clay's dad's house. I thought of him. We passed the funeral home he was in. I thought of him. We passed the drive in. I thought of him. We passed a restaurant that we always ate at, and I thought of him. Yes, it is terrible. I don't know why I can't get passed this. Tuesday is when we went on our trip. So Wednesday I began to write. Yes, another letter. I don't care who reads it now. I just have to get it out. I never had time to finish it so I never took it to the grave. At church a friend told me some news. Clay was obviously in a gang of some sort and they had left black flowers on the grave. The cops had tried to run them off Sunday night and they wouldn't leave. Anyway, I had to promise not to go to the grave for a week or so. I can't get the gold car in my dream out of my head. And I still haven't heard from his mom. What to do? Well, this is all I have time for right now. Maybe I can post again later.

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